Since I entered secondary school life, I have never considered myself to be the social butterfly. My hightened sense of insecurity coupled with my awkward looks and mannerisms proved me to be highly unpopular amongst the general public; I always felt like an outcast, someone not fitting enough to be “in”.
I was supposed to spend my day with my darling cousin Anz but like what has evolved into a normal occurance, it was cancelled as she still hasn’t gotten her pay yet. Oh wells, at least she did promise we’ll meet next week. I miss having a real talk with her lah :)
Pardon the bad, no wait, grotesque photoshopping, but,
I hope the message was clear enough. Thanks for suddenly being at the receiving end of my emo rantings when the conversations started happy, thanks for helping me become stronger and believing that I am deserving of what I myself give, thank you for so many things you’ve done for me the past few weeks, and most importantly, thanks for not clobbering me on the head even though I’ve been damn tough to deal with :D
Special UPS to Fitree, who had a super duper long chat with me and helped me to finally gain that special boost needed to send that sms I’ve kept for so damn long in my phone as a draft. Weird how I started out wanting to lend him a listening ear but it switched totally and I gained so much instead. Haha… You be strong aight. Things will work out, they always do, somehow.
Anyway the conversation was rather long and I was so immersed in it, that I totally forgot the dish I was heating in the kitchen. I remember thinking, “Walao who’s that burning things at night man! So smelly!” and being irritated that my room was fast filling up with smoke.
Then suddenly it hit me HAHAHA. I swear if I had those sprinklers and fire alarms in my house, confirm plus chop all the firemen would have to come… but then again, that wouldn’t be a bad idea now wouldn’t it? kwang kwang kwang…
If you’re an avid reader of my blog, you would notice that seldom (or rather, rarely) do I ever put up any more personal posts. Everything here is just on the surface; what I did, where I went, what things taste like, who I was with etcetra. I don’t think for the past few months I have ever posted up anything deeper then that, nothing remotely elaborative of how I feel.
I just don’t feel safe anymore doing that, darlings. I used to think password protected entries were God-sent, that is, until my blog got hacked by a particular guy named Hendra. Isn’t any property online safe anymore?
Sorry for the delay, babies! I was too well, erm, caught up with life. Half of the week was spent anticipating Saturday which was my LAST day of employment (woohoo!), and the other half of the week was spent celebrating the fact that Saturday was but days away :D
I remember on Saturday, whilst I was yakking on the phone away with Kimmy ma Man, he said, “Faddy I can feel your happiness all the way from the other end of the line from your tone of voice seh!” Kekekeke, I’m free! Free! Free as a bird! Free!…
Am having an attack of lazyness tehehehe. Prolly will update more often next week as as of tomorrow, I am UNEMPLOYED YAHOOOOOOO!
Now, let me just scream again. I am exhilarated, YAHOOOOOO!!! K bye I’m going to sleep.
I need a sign that I should just give up and move on with other things.
After a bout of diarrhoea on Friday (no thanks to excess drinking of milk. Can’t help it la, Mummy purchased the Blueberry Nutcrunch Cereal which is so freakin’ orgasmic), I recovered after eating the medication the doctor gave and by Saturday was up and about feeling pretty well. Doc’s gave me 2 days Mc and thus I took the opportunity to enjoy myself yahooo!
After getting some chores done at Jurong Point, I hopped aboard bus 30 and after 5 mins, Faris hopped on and we zoomed all the way to Sarpino’s at Harbour Front to have our brunch. The initial plan was just to eat at Cheese Prata Shop, but we were too caught up bantering and catching up that we got lazy to get down at the stop wakaka *slaps forehead*
Sarpino’s was having this 1 for 1 thing, and oh my God, I was like so full to the brim I tell ya! We ordered Pepperoni Pizza and Hawaiian, and even after I felt my jean’s button pop open, we still had a number of slices left. In the end, even after me cheering Faris on as I force him to shove the food in his mouth, we still had to get a doggy bag hahaha.
Guess who’s b(l)ack? Wakakaka. I touched down at around 11pm last night, my sore ass flopping on the computer seat for an hour of internet goodness before I scrambled back to bed to finally get some proper sleep.Tossing and turning on the badass coach seat for 13 hours is no sleep mind you.
My bum hurts and I’m kinda still feeling dizzy from all the bumps and stuff. Uweeek. Anyway I’m like so chaotar-ed now it’s no joke! I freaked myself out when I stood in front of the mirror, and it hurts when I touch the peeled parts of my body. This is what spending half the day for 3 days swimming at the sea does to you :( Oh wells.
In a matter of hours I will be frolicking on the beach yahooo! Do you know how blardy excited I am? Haha. Daddy and I, we have been counting down to this day madly you know. Everytime when he sends me to work, we would yak about how we’re all geared up and how many more days to go etc. Hehe today is finally here yahoooo!
So aaanyway, on a side note (although it is a BIG happy news), my last day of work at UOB Call Centre would be on the 24th of March! Another Yahooo! That effectively leaves me with 10 more days of work before I’m free like a bird. TEN. Hahahaha, alhamdulillah. God has answered my prayers :)