I have to admit a great many things have been flying around in my mind, each taking a substantial amount of headspace that I’m left with very little to enjoy things with. Work, relationships, the upcoming results etc. I just feel so drained and lonely even though I’m going out with friends and family alike every single day.

Ok I shall not let this blog become another one of those emoblogs, so lets all put a smile to our faces and commence as per norm :) I apologize also to all of you who have been popping up every single day only to see the same entry aight.

On Tuesday, after getting shooed out from the office by my managers (”ITS A HOLIDAY! What the hell are you doing back in the office?!” “But.. but.. I’m only here for 15 minutes to clear up so I won’t die tomorrow!” “GO HOME LAH!“), I popped by PageOne to you know… browse books and you know… end up buying books. Hehe.

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I’m really, REALLY tired and feeling a wee bit under the weather. And I just can’t be bothered to on the computer at times. So… be right back when I feel like it :)

Although most likely that will be tomorrow night kwang kwang kwang. K bye.

Even though the van which was supposed to pick us up was only scheduled to arrive at around 1130am, my mommy (the ever punctual) made us all wake up and get ready when the clock struck 8am. Walaoeh, can die, what with the fact that I only managed to get around 4 hours of sleep before that. See lah! Chat until 2 - 3am somemore! Tsk.

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Oh what have I gotten myself into?

When I closed my eyes and took your hands,

And we twirl in a mad dance unknown to all.

Flushed, giddy, these eyes reopened.

Only to see our fingers part as you watch me fall.

This week has pretty much been a slack week, where most of the nights after work I would head straight home and crash right into the comforts of my bed. Ah, how I miss being able to reach home before the sun sets on a weekday. Pretty weird thing to miss, but yeap I do miss it.

Anyway, I think God has been pretty kind to me these past weeks. I was feeling rather down and emotional (hyuk hyuk the girls’ thang has arrived) and it’s like everyday there would be someone cheering me up when I least expected them too :) Touching smouching bebeh. Thank you my lovelies!

On Monday, I made a date with my dearest Peah Totot to just chill at her place as well as pass the photos taken at the zoo and the last trip to Sentosa. We did try sending them via MSN but after the umpteenth disconnection, I just couldn’t take it anymore hoho.

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Just needed to catch some much needed sleep woohoo! Will be blogging tonight before I head to Johore :D

I can’t help but feel all happy and excited inside (even with something like yesterday slapping me to the ground and trudging all over my poor little aching heart) as the next few months have all been lined up with exciting holidays :D

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Knowing the truth does hurt. Another round of tears on the table. Anyone care enough to join me in drowning my sorrows? Sigh. It never was and it never will be. I should stop reaching for something which does not even exist.

Siiiiiiiiiiigh. I’m just… tired of being single.

With regards to my camera, I have to admit I’m quite disappointed with my pictures. The camera has so much potential as can be seen from the online reviews, but my lack of skills and know-how just makes the pictures sucky. Blueeek. Time to read up and do more research. Go Faddy!

So anyway, erm enjoy this very very very long post, something which occurs rarely these days. By the way, I still cannot figure out how to connect the camera to the computer so I did a very DOH thing - I bought a SD card reader. Hwa hwa hwa! As easy as 1 2 3! Connect! Jeng Jeng Jengggg!

On Monday, I met up with an old, old close friend of mine from the past, Hidayat! It was just a short meetup for dinner at Long John Silver’s to catch up with each other’s lives as we have missed out with regards to each other for quite a while.

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