Allahuakhbar!

Mari kita berjuaaaannnggggg!!

Haha.. Prelims kick off as of tomorrow, and I have to admit this is the most consistent studying i’ve ever done in my entire life. So if i get meagre grades, or worse, flunk the tests, then the reason must be a wrong method of studying, or maybe cuz i’ve not been studying hard enough :( haha.

Fasting month is fast approaching. I was thinking of doing a proper one this year. By proper I mean not skipping any of the prayers cuz of any reason (school, studies, sleeping included, period moments excluded). I was also thinking of brushing up my Quran reading and practicing good habits all month long. It’s part of my masterplan to become a better human being and a muslim not just because it’s stated in my IC.

One step at a time, Faddy. One step at a time.

Dear God, please give me a nudge in the right direction, the strength to follow that path, and please forgive me for my sins and mistakes. Please make this coming fasting month a turning point in my life, and i mean this for the better, so that insyaAllah when I do manage to get into university, I will wholeheartedly fulfill my ambition of wearing the tudung. InsyaAllah, amin.

And if God Himself is willing to forgive me and give me a second chance, I hope any of you who bears a grudge against me for any of my wrongdoings will find it in you to forgive me too. I admit I do make mistakes, I’ve said stuff that I’m not supposed to say and done stuff I’m not supposed to. I am truly sorry, and I apologise.

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1. Give thanks.
2. Pride.
3. Discovering myself.
4. Holidays.